Spring break and after

Spring break was good. In the 40s, snowed, rained and there was occasional sun. Did nothing, saw old friends, and family.

Its a lot of work to grow a baby. Just wishing this nausea thing would disappear.

Back to work and still tired. Relaxing this weekend and next since we are not traveling for Easter which I am rather happy about.

Views of pregancy

its been an interesting journey in the about 3 months that I have known i will have a baby, to hear people's reaction to my news and to hear how their experiences with pregnancies or non experience has affected their lives. I feel like all women have a story to tell about their pregnancies or their non experience. I had dinner with my two cousins the other day. One cousin is also pregnant due about a month ahead of me and the other is not. We talked about baby things and we talked about houses, our grandpa, marriages, jobs and other topics of varied interest. We had a conversation about birth control and babies in line. Something that I'm getting more comfortable talking about now days with other people. Some how when you create a baby more topics become less taboo or maybe I'm grown up enough that I do not care anymore. Last night, I had dinner with another friend who is the last one of her group not to be pregnant she and her husband are starting the adoption process. I feel for her. I wish I could do something to give her the baby that they desire. She will be a great mom and I know this because she's taken care of her friend's children for years. Its hard to be pregnant and to hear her story of desire. I'm sure its even harder on the other side. I'm sure I've said the wrong thing last night but its hard to know how to encourage someone who wants the thing you have. It would be great if I could ease her pain or help somehow but beyond praying and encouraging her. I feel awkard and a reminder of what she does not have at the moment.

Its still raining today. no plans for today. I think I wore myself out this week and I have not done much. I think I will feel better once my husband is around tomorrow. Tomorrow plans include wii, frozen and Melt.

Taking a easy spring break this year.

Chillin at the 'rents house and seeing some old friends. Just wish the weather would stay at 70 and sunny.

Saw my grandma yesterday and hope I am a pleasant old lady.

Thought about calling the husband last night but figured that he needed to get up early for work the next day so maybe I'll wait until thursday evening to call.

reading books and watching tv and playing random computer games.. Its relaxing and occasionally I have energy to do more.  Baby growing is a tough job.

New beginings

Apparently my old blog disappeared into the great cloud of the internet somewhere.

so its time to start a new one..

Lets see where to start.

I'm 31 years old, working in the education field. I am interested in religion, history, reading and emergency services.

I'm pregnant and expecting my first child sometime in October. The doctor cant agree on a due date.

Living in Michigan and enjoying life among the snow. Hoping to see spring soon.

Married to a guy who works on cars and comes home dirty and greasy every night.