its been an interesting journey in the about 3 months that I have known i will have a baby, to hear people's reaction to my news and to hear how their experiences with pregnancies or non experience has affected their lives. I feel like all women have a story to tell about their pregnancies or their non experience. I had dinner with my two cousins the other day. One cousin is also pregnant due about a month ahead of me and the other is not. We talked about baby things and we talked about houses, our grandpa, marriages, jobs and other topics of varied interest. We had a conversation about birth control and babies in line. Something that I'm getting more comfortable talking about now days with other people. Some how when you create a baby more topics become less taboo or maybe I'm grown up enough that I do not care anymore. Last night, I had dinner with another friend who is the last one of her group not to be pregnant she and her husband are starting the adoption process. I feel for her. I wish I could do something to give her the baby that they desire. She will be a great mom and I know this because she's taken care of her friend's children for years. Its hard to be pregnant and to hear her story of desire. I'm sure its even harder on the other side. I'm sure I've said the wrong thing last night but its hard to know how to encourage someone who wants the thing you have. It would be great if I could ease her pain or help somehow but beyond praying and encouraging her. I feel awkard and a reminder of what she does not have at the moment.
Its still raining today. no plans for today. I think I wore myself out this week and I have not done much. I think I will feel better once my husband is around tomorrow. Tomorrow plans include wii, frozen and Melt.
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